Who I Am Hates Who I've Been

Today sucks. I have been really good about abstaining from sad music, but today I just cant help myself.

You might think I'm losing my mind,

But I will shy away from the specifics...

cause I don't want you to know where I am

cause then you'll see my heart in the saddest state it's ever been.

This is no place to try and live my life.

Stop right there. That's exactly where I lost it.

See that line? Well I never should have crossed it.

Stop right there. Well I never should have said that,

it's the very moment thatI wish that I could take back.

I'm sorry for the person I became.

I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change.

I'm ready to be sure I never become that way again

'cause who I am hates who I've been.

Who I am hates who I've been.

I talk to absolutely no one.

Couldn't keep to myself enough.

And the things bottled inside have finally begun

To create so much pressure that I'll soon blow up.

I heard the reverberating footsteps

Synching up to the beating of my heart,

And I was positive that unless I got myself together,

I would watch me fall apart.

And I can't let that happen again

Who I Am Hates Who I've Been- Relient K